I am sitting at the edge of the ocean with my feet being licked by the occasional wave. I lay back and my head is on warm sand not touched by the water. I close my eyes and feel the warmth of the sand by my head and the coolness of the sand by my feet. The waves bring the water to my feet and take away some of the sand that my feet were resting on. In washes a wave of feeling insecure and lonely. Out washes a wave of knowing why I feel that way. Knowledge is power, right? Not every time. The waves creep up my body taking away the warmth. The waves continue – Lonely, insecure, lonely, insecure. What is wrong with me? My head can logically know that I am not being left out and that I do have friends but my heart is saying other thoughts. Waves of tears well up in my body waiting for release. Just the slightest provocation will send the tears flowing. I am fighting these inner waves.Ā I understand why I feel this way, but I can’t seem to stop the waves from creeping higher and higher up my body. Here I am being swallowed by high tide, but it will recede. Right?
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January 8, 2007 at 10:03 am
Yes honey it will recede. Until then use us as life preservers OK? We keep one another afloat.
January 8, 2007 at 6:20 pm
I’m sorry you are feeling so alone. Hugs to you.
January 17, 2007 at 3:46 pm
You are always loved by at least one special person in life. Try to make friends with yourself and see how lovely you are.
January 26, 2007 at 8:40 pm
I have the same waves regardless of how many people are around me. I agree with Kim. You will always have you on your side. š Rebecca
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